The reward of Ḥajj and ‘Umrah is a beautiful gift from Allāh ﷻ. While these journeys may be difficult for the body, they bring relief and beauty to the soul. Make your intention for Ḥajj; even if you cannot go, Allāh ﷻ rewards you for every year you wait. The true benefit lies in going there. May Allāh ﷻ grant it to everyone who wishes to go.